"When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."

a bit of life...

read this on John Chris Jones' designing designing some time ago. as i revisited it today i was touched again.

I'm driving along on the road
and I always have a sense of gratitude that the road continues

it was an amazing moment for me in my life
driving across America for the first time and realizing that

"I kept going"

that no one

that the road didn't stop because people went to have dinner or
it didn't stop because people got tired of digging and hauling
and living for other people

it just continued

and i was able to follow that
just like that old image of the king
being walking down the path that is unrolled for him
by the servants

the amazing thing about life is that
when it functions best
each of us is a king for all the other servants
and each of us is a servant for all the other kings

it's one of the reasons that I've gotton very sensitive
to the thought that the only goal worth pursuing is to

love people very much

and that requests for new ideas

and new ways of thinking
and new things to make
is just part of breathing
part of my biological process
but that

the thing that isn't part of my biological process

which is most human

and the most difficult to ascertain and to attain
is this feeling of being really loved
being in love
by someone else

with someone else

that most old idea
seemingly of being in love
probably is the newest idea

and not an idea at all

又一年六四

「中國無數計非正常死亡多半是死於一種制度、一種觀念。中國政治制度維護的是權力和金錢，除了權力和金錢，不存在更需要維護的東西；觀念中缺少一個對生命的尊重和關愛，一個對死亡的敬畏與戒懼。」

-「天安門母親運動」成員徐玨《明報6月5日》